Midterms!

It's been a while since I updated, so here I am!

These past weeks have been very exhausting. I'm taking 15 units (one more class than the usual 12 units, 4 classes) and it has been a PAIN trying to keep up with the reading and papers. It is totally possible to keep up, but just so draining. At times I'm glad I don't have a job because on my days off from school I can just read all day. But no job means no money to explore the city's flavor of food and treats. Luckily, I've been keeping track of lots of free stuff to do in the city. A few weeks ago, Nick surprised me with free tickets to the Tut museum! I was so excited! He had to wait in a LONG line at 8am in the morning! What a champ! He got 4 tickets so we invited out friends Hali and Adrian to come along.

So about a few days ago Nick and I were having a conversation about San Francisco, school and such. We both agree it was a fun idea and we are having a lot of fun exploring the city. And we both agree that we are somewhat disappointed. Don't get me wrong, I love being here in such a free city, but things are really going the way we wanted them to go. Making friends is somewhat difficult since I'm a transfer student. Everyone met everyone they know by living in the dorms on campus. I guess I missed out on that, you know, living with a complete stranger that just so happens to turn into a lifetime friend. I meet people everyday, I know my classmates and they are all really nice people but the quality of those friendships are not where I want them to be. It's somewhat disheartening.

To make matter worse, my anxiety is coming back, HARD. I had my first panic attack since being off my medication and I think I really need to get back on it and stay on it for a while. It was just one of those "I can't breathe" episodes during the night. Scary, but that's how it goes. I find it so weird that even though I know having a panic attack i'm going to feel like I can't breathe, I just can't shake myself out of it until it stops by itself.

On a lighter note, I'm coming home soon! March 26th to be exact, right after my last class around 2! I'm excited to be back home and I want to hit up the beach, I'm starting to look like a vampire (as I always look). Maybe, maaaaaybe think about tanning. I definitely want to go jogging though, maybe my mom and I can start walking in the park in the mornings.

i miss you everyone! :(

Time to hit the books,

Angela xo